Clam???

Time flies n tings change.. hee.. so I guess I change too during the holi.. hope I’m getting more matured.. but I tink I understand my heart better now.. listening to sam lee’s songsnow.. they used to touch me n I’ll burst out crying… but now I jus have a clam feeling listening to them.. guessed a lot of tings had passed n I’ve learnt to let go.. still sch’s starting.. hope I’ll be able to face “facts” strongly too.. n to shuyi, jiayou n live w/o regrets.. read my previous post…

Blur or Stupid??

When can I stop feeling blur n get to noe the stupid ntu system better?? I’m always missing out on tings.. wat happen to me?? I wan to stop living so being like tat… I’m gg to open my eyes n ears n observed wat’s ard me.. n y cant the system be more easy to understand.. I’m angry 4 being blur n angry wif ntu 4 making me confused.. I simply missed the spoon filling daes of sp.. I don’t have to worry abt aniting cos everyting is being planned by the sch.. I jus need to make sure I studied 4 my quizzes n examz.. n of cos, no worries of failing cos the tips the lecturer gave r super obvious.. can someone give me so medicine to wake me up? Frm whatever place my mind have gone to?? Or whoever who steal my brain pls return to me.. i tink I sound like I’m mad…

Regrets

Regrets.. I have been tinking a lot tis few daes.. I keep having the feeling n tot tat I leading a veri meaningless n useless life even since I come to uni… maybe bcos I’ve really grown up n starting to tink more maturely…

I enjoy my uni life bcos of all my friens.. hall life is so interesting n full of fun.. love all the activities organized… all thanx to our dearest social sec, meiying.. it’s bcos of her tat’s y all the hall events r so fun.. she nv let me have the feeling of being left out.. thanx to boggle 4 letting me noe tat rec games can be jus as fun as sports.. love all the boggle darlings.. hope tat tis yr boggle team ‘ll be jus as fun…. I’m tinking of being the boggle manager tis yr.. ‘ll u all support me? Hee…

N of cos, I like my clsmates… no matter how u all used to tease me.. but u pple r really nice pple… guess I really spend to little time on my studies 4 the past 2 sem… I gg to buck up tis sem.. hope I wont break my promise… thanx 4 making me realize tat I’m really spending too much time in my hall stuff.. after serious tinking, majority of my time ‘ll be placed in studies now rather than hall activities.. but still hall life ‘ll always be part of my uni life… I wont give it up…

Read some of my friens blog.. n found out tat quite a lot of them r in love prob.. haha… my word 4 them is.. let the person noe how u feel.. lead a life w/o regrets… no matter wat u’re doing… i have enough regrets in my life n now b4 I’m turning 21… I’m gg to life w/o regrets… I have to be responsible to myself n my further… I’m really growing up… mum shld be happy to hear tat.. but to her, I’m still the little unreasonable gal who likes to scold n tease her.. still, she loves me n of cos I love her too….